two points

Hey y'all! I can't believe that I have time to post 2x today!!
Anywho I had a few thoughts that I thought I might like to type out for anyone.
Like I said in my last post, I woke up today thinking about a certain person, a member of one of my bands, and just pondered a little about how I believe he's making the world a little shinier. (Also with the song Goodbye Yellow Brick road in my head) Well this person, Brendon of PATD, seems to always be working on something musical, like guesting on other albums or this Coke thing, and it is very reassuring to know that when panic breaks up (don't hate me for saying this its NOT happening now and hopefully wont for years, but they can't be together forever, sad I know) at least the music will still be there driving him onward, his, theirs, forever. That was very comforting to me. Comforting to know the music won't stop.
Also I read up on and pay attention to a handful of famies -famous people- who are just a little older than me and following their dreams by being musicians or dancers etc. I, however am stuck here in college tearing my hair out over grades and clubs and classes and papers and tests and readings and housing and classes for next year and my upcoming internship and money and work and requirements for my major and my minor and professors when I would so much rather be out there living and traveling and doing something that I love like the famies. Not fair right. I mean I am certainly not as tallented as they are and school isn't all bad. I guess that some of us just have to pay more dues than others, which how could that really be tallied? Anywho, sometimes I think: why can't that be me? why can't I be performing, recording, photo shooting, etc. and then I realize that for what I want to do and what my place is in the world, I need to be here and I need to know these people that I know and am meeting and even though it sucks at times, in the long run I hope it will be worth it.
I'll tell you what it'd better be goddamn worth it or I will run away to europe somewhere and change my name and everything and never pay off my student loans. I'll survive by marrying some wealthy man or something like that....or I'll just revert to a life of crime or become a real-life superhero.
Peace, Love, Harmony!