"can you hear me?"

Thanks to Black Gold for the title of todays post.
So having a major freak out and it's just PEACHY (sarcasm if you couldn't tell) to quote Black Gold again. . . "I'm having a breakdown. I'm having a breakdown. And all those things I ask in my prayers are falling away now." except instead of "I" it is "you". Well all I ask for in my prayers is some perfect man to love me, to graduate from college, go to grad school and get a good job in a museum where i get to travel (europe!) for a while.
oh yeah i now have twitter too. once i figure out what the link is i'll post it if any of the nonexistent yous out there want to hear more from me...